Wonder how it will end…

If u ever got yourself stucked in a dead end position and u cannot turn back, what will u do? It is something I've been wondering for so long now. I'm in a complete mess and yes, nobody can help me. All I can do is to pray for a better tomorrow and enjoying a happy ending in the end.

Lately I've been seeing my friends getting married, having kids and more to entering new phase of life, having their own family. It's great to see people keep moving forward and enjoying every bits of their life. Yet to me, I'm still in the old phase, in the same place where it seems like a dead end and I'm doomed!

I have completed a few parts in my life cycle. Went to school, boarding school, got myself into university, enjoying the life of student, graduated and now in the working world. Attached to someone that is so loving but yet, I could not go to the next stage. I'm stuck!

Done some mistakes before, took a wrong step, did something foolish which I seem to regret today and still cannot escape from a place that sucked me from all of the great things in life. What can I do??


home COMING..

coming back..seems i've been gone for nearly a year..gosh...
of many things happened in my life..believe latest issue was having new pets in my home..yay!! :) i juz bought a pair of HAMSTERS..
i bought them last week -15 may 2008- at the petshop near my office..actually i was planning to buy mice cos they were so cute with big ears n spotty furrs..they also only cost RM3 me n bf (new 2 this bf, Irman Haizal Sulaiman..) planned our budget on the mice..
after work, we went straight to the petshop n see what the equipments to buy n asked the shop keeper..when we told him we're going to buy mice, he suggested us to buy a pair of a cheap price since it was sold back by its owner..they just cost us RM25 - a pair of hamsters complete with its home..damn cheap!!so..without much thinking,we bought the hamsters..we also bought other stuffs like their food, drinking bottle, bathsand,etc..overall, it costs us less than RM50..if we buy hamsters n home,it will cost us more than that..a hamster is RM18 each, the home is RM38 at least n plus the other stuffs..we bought them cheap!! good consumers huh?? hehe
i'm so excited..the last time i had a pet was Kakak, our kitty cat..since she went away, we didn't have any pets..quite with these hamsties, named Robert n Kimberly ~ my sis gave those names ~, it's exciting to see them..
hope these hamsties can multiply soon cos i never seen a baby hamster before..must be cute.. =)